I have spent way too much time today dreaming of all the places I could visit or live. Don’t get me wrong, Chicago is a great place to live, but these long and COLD winters are getting to both of us. We talk of living somewhere warmer, but it’s all just talk so far. So I have been connected to my computer today doing all sorts of random searches. Did you know that the average daily temperature in Chicago is 52? Granted it is the average but it’s so depressing to think that 40 degrees outside in March makes me want to drive with the windows down. Am I crazy?!
So I looked up cost of living analyses and Gurnee IL has a cost of living of 103, which is higher than the national average. My cousin that lives outside of Houston has a cost of living of 87. For $124k you can get a house with 4+ bedrooms and a pool there! I think I’m going through some sort of need-to-change-something phase, or at least a grass-is-greener-on-the-other-side phase.
Life just doesn’t feel all that interesting when you work all the time. (Sorry, I need to vent, so if you don’t like hearing people vent, move on to another blog…)
I really don’t mind what I do at work, but I’ve been doing it now for almost 8 years. 8 YEARS!!! I feel stuck in a rut with my life and without having kids, it seems silly not to work. But this whole work 5 days and have 2 days off just isn’t cutting it. I don’t get home from work until around 7 every day, so cooking dinner is a rare thing at our house. My goal has been to cook once a week. Pathetic, isn’t it? We are both so tired that we usually go to bed at 9! How do people with kids do it? How do they do things with their kids at the end of the day, put them to bed, and stay up late, only to get up early again? Wow, for those of you that do it, I’m beyond impressed.
Is it silly to want another day or two to just be at home or to socialize with the friends I don’t have? I don’t think I’m crazy, but it does seem silly not to be earning/saving money while I can. It’s all about balance, right? I want that. I need that. Now I just need the courage to get it. *sigh*
Okay, my venting is done.
By the way, I did finish making my valentine hearts. They were a week late, but they were done in February, so I’m 2 for 2 for my goal of a project each month! Sorry about no photos today. It’s been a lazy day after a long week.

